happy?

Now, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now,
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?

let's get going

post secret has not been very impressive lately, it's rather upsetting. What is this world coming to?

I just want to say

Thank you. Thank you for being the friend I always need but may not always appreciate. I've probably put you through hell these past few years, but you're always there. I just want to say thank you for being at my side whether I'm actually fun to be around or not. You're great don't forget it. I love you (:

just some random thoughts

there goes my hero, watch him as he goes...



so this is life eh.

I don't understand so much
There's so much left to learn.

Love.

oh that silly word changes so much,


the dictionary.com definition of love: a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection
the urbandictionary.com definition of love: The most spectacular,indescribable, deep euphoric feeling for someone.

Love is an incredibly powerful word. When you're in love, you always want to be together, and when you're not, you're thinking about being together because you need that person and without them your life is incomplete.

This love is unconditional affection with no limits or conditions: completely loving someone. It's when you trust the other with your life and when you would do anything for each other. When you love someone you want nothing more than for them to be truly happy no matter what it takes because that's how much you care about them and because their needs come before your own. You hide nothing of yourself and can tell the other anything because you know they accept you just the way you are and vice versa.

It's when they're the last thing you think about before you go to sleep and when they're the first thing you think of when you wake up, the feeling that warms your heart and leaves you overcome by a feeling of serenity. Love involves wanting to show your affection and/or devotion to each other. It's the smile on your face you get when you're thinking about them and miss them.


yeah I think urban dictionary wins.

Lock and Key


"My point is, there are a lot of people in the world. No one ever sees everything the same way you do; it just doesn't happen. So when you find one person who gets a couple of things, especially if they're the important ones... you might as well hold on to them."

10:32

My mother decided that she needed "a weekend for herself to go shopping" so she doesn't go to the play that I've been rehearsing for two months. And I got lectured about how I should stop only thinking about myself, "Do you know how much she does for you". And they wonder why I'm upset. In addition to this ignorance, I will probably never have senior pictures taken because "It's not all about you Sadie".

:|

Beyond Words

This is adorable. I am so jealous of the girl this was written for.


Well if you only knew the pain that I've been through
since when did it become all about you?
As you can see from the start I've said the truth,
but if the truth means nothing to you
Then what am I supposed to do?

And I'll still love you
beyond what words will say.
I'll take your every suffering moment
and bring a better day.
I'll still love you
more than what I hope to be.
Let me wrap my arms around you,
let me take your breath away.

And every time I ask
you assure your doing fine,
but your heart looks good by smiling
you couldn't fool mine.
By the end of the night your pillow sits to dry.
In a crowded room your singing,
on the inside you cry.

In a ball room there is dancing
in a forest there are trees
in a child there's a hope
that keeps him in belief.
With any star there is a sky
with any beach there's a sea
with any love song there's a lover
and in your heart I hope it's....

And I'll still love you
beyond what words will say
I'll take your every suffering moment
and bring a better day.
I'll still love you
more then what I hope to be

Let me wrap my arms around you
let me wrap my arms around you
let me wrap my arms around you
let me take your breath away

-Tenth Avenue North

i clam up to hold it all together


What matters to you, it doesn't matter, matter to me
What matters to me, doesn't matter, matter to you
What matters to you, doesn't matter, matter to them
What matters to them, it doesn't change anything

9:18

we've been here for years...