I know what I do, but I do not know what what I do does

There are so many beautiful thoughts, or words, or ideas I've seen and heard and I just want to remember them all constantly and be able to draw it out of my mind and share it with someone at any given moment. Sometimes I just miss those words and ideas and want to see them.

It's weird I can't explain it any better.


Undone


I have done this one too many times
Over and over
The same words repeated

You say I don't love you

I say you don't love me
Not the way I love you
Not the way I do

My heart beats for you
I was made to be yours
And you, mine

You
Were supposed to be
The sun that lights the day
The flower among the sharp thorns

Now there is no sun
There are no flowers
Frigid cavalcade

You left me
Heart
Soul
Mind

You left me
Fragmentary

And you expected me to be okay
Without a word
No apology

When we are together
You are not there

You resolved to be by my side
With your body
But not mind

There is no intentionality

Our time has been squandered
And there is no remorse in your eyes
Arctic warfare

cracked not shattered

To love someone who doesn't love you back is the most heartbreaking thing of it all.

JB is the bomb


On Wednesday the kindergartners and I got in a tussle about Justin Bieber after one of them told me it was his birthday today. This is how it went:
Ava: Ewww Justin Bieber, we don't like him in my house
Me: why not?
Ava: I don't know we just don't!
Me: but you don't know him how can you not like him if you don't know him, that isn't very nice
Emma: I like Justin Bieber!
Me: *high fives her*

Happy Birthday JB.