weird

I had a dream about him again that is twice in three days it's so strange.

just a thought

I just read postsecret with one thousand five hundred, fifteen people.

"We're all so connected, I desperately wish we knew it" -postsecret

my friend from Gladwin wrote this and I like it

Dear depressed people,

I think it's time we had a talk. Stop being sad. It's a choice. Start being happy, it's a choice, too. This ability was given to us on the day we were born, and it was our job while growing up to discover its use. You are only making yourself look pathetic and bringing down anyone else who doesn't know how to use this skill (we're still talking about choice in case you were too busy feeling sorry for yourself and forgot).

The reason you feel bad is because you allow yourself to care about the bad things. Seriously. Wear a smile, and focus on the good stuff that happens. You woke up. You ate McDonald's breakfast. You ate McDonald's breakfast AND you're still breathing. You can talk. You can walk. You still can't sing worth a crap, but that's okay (some people find it funny when you try). You are well at math but you do English ungoodly, and that's okay (you get respect for doing math really really goodly). Your face is beautiful and people like you a lot, but that's okay (your personality sucks and you are horribly obnoxious when you're depressed like this). Or wait a minute...you know what I mean.

Stop being such a bunch of downers, I'm allowing you to make me sick for a long enough time to tell you that you're insane. Tomorrow I will resume being oblivious to your shenanigans. Thanks, have a nice day.



Much love and compassion,

Craig


P.S. Nothing offensive in this post meant anything. Unless of course you already thought I didn't mean it and weren't offended, in which case I meant every word and you should be.

yes you.

Keep going, keep dreaming, you are fully capable of everything you set your mind to. The ED is sooo NOT worth it. Life is so much more than that...

meant to be letdown.

I just know that everyone's a letdown.
I know it sounds emo and negative, but really it's not
Because I've learned to live with it.
I know no one means to.
When I say it people disagree but really, think about it
If someone doesn't invite you to hang out with them,
And it disappoints you,
Lets you down,
They don't notice,
They didn't mean to hurt you.
They're already a letdown and they didn't even know,
They didn't even mean it.
If little things like this happen to everyone,
Then of course everyone's a letdown.
How could they not be?

Now You Are Gone

You do not know why I sit here and cry.
You are not here after that amazing year.
You do not know why I sit here and cry.
You are not here to wipe away these tears.
You do not know why I sit here and cry.
You are not here for me,
When I need you the most.
You were not there for me,
When I needed you the most.
I need the best friend I ever had back.
But you are not here...