I dismiss my worries often and I never communicate them to other people. I haven't had a meaningful conversation with someone in a long time.
I wonder about my major and settling.
I wonder if I am trusting God, and what trusting him looks like. Is it not trusting him if I look up missions for Spring Break? Or to trust Him do I need to just sit back and wait? I'm not sure what is right. Is being proactive not trusting is thinking logically not trusting?
You're not settling but moving forward. You're not stuck in a box but just starting a lifetime of dreams. Thankful as humans we have the ability to change our path as often as we like...we just don't always recognize that.
ReplyDeleteGod doesn't want you to sit back and wait, He wants you to explore life and be open to Him when he's pointing you in a certain direction. Just trust in Him and he'll steer you.
An example of all this is when Dad ran for State Rep. After all his hard work God didn't say Go. I believe there was a purpose to all that and even though he didn't win, the experience will carry him through other endeavors.
And sometimes....people or the devil get in the way but trust in God and he'll pull you through it.
This is how I live my life and look what wonderful lives we've had my beautiful, smart daughter. Keep smiling!!