I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...
I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...
Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you
smilesparkleshine
I hate it here. I'm on an island with nothing but old people. There's nothing to do. Nothing at all except sleep and read and swim. It's so boring. I want my phone back now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
7:13pm
I went to Disney World this week. It was one of the greatest weeks of my life. I was there with all of my friends and I had a fantastic time. It makes me really sad thinking about how it's over and I'll never get to do the same thing again. I feel my future plunging toward me and it is scaring the crap out of me. I just want to freeze time or maybe ever reverse it to a few days ago. I miss it so much already. I want it back so badly that it hurts.
My mother took my phone she says it's because I was disrespectful and I have an attitude problem but really I think it's because she wants me to "be here with them" :|
I can't stand her. I miss my dad I want him here but he won't be here until midnight tomorrow. I'm fighting the feeling of hating her. I really am.
Jon made this week great. He makes me happy. He makes me happy and I was with him in this wonderful place with all of my friends and it was amazing. I really miss him. A lot.
Being in Florida makes me realize how much I really love Michigan. It's cold and it has different trees and grass and flowers and PEOPLE. I love Michigan. I miss it so much.
My mother took my phone she says it's because I was disrespectful and I have an attitude problem but really I think it's because she wants me to "be here with them" :|
I can't stand her. I miss my dad I want him here but he won't be here until midnight tomorrow. I'm fighting the feeling of hating her. I really am.
Jon made this week great. He makes me happy. He makes me happy and I was with him in this wonderful place with all of my friends and it was amazing. I really miss him. A lot.
Being in Florida makes me realize how much I really love Michigan. It's cold and it has different trees and grass and flowers and PEOPLE. I love Michigan. I miss it so much.
8:40pm
I could have been easier on you
I could have been all you held on to
I know I wasn't fair
I tried my best to care about you
I know I could have been better
I always had to have the upper hand
I'm struggling to see
The better side of me but I can't
take all your jabs and taunts,
you're pointing out my every fault
and you wonder why I walked away?
When you tell me I'm a wreck
You say that I'm a mess
How could you expect anything less?
You latched onto me
Then cried I strung you along
And now you're telling everyone
How I only did you wrong
I guess you never knew me at all
But I think we just want different things
Whatever made you think we were meant to be?
Still I see you standing there waiting around for me to fall,
you must be crazy, still believing you and me belong
I guess you never knew me at all
I could have been all you held on to
I know I wasn't fair
I tried my best to care about you
I know I could have been better
I always had to have the upper hand
I'm struggling to see
The better side of me but I can't
take all your jabs and taunts,
you're pointing out my every fault
and you wonder why I walked away?
When you tell me I'm a wreck
You say that I'm a mess
How could you expect anything less?
You latched onto me
Then cried I strung you along
And now you're telling everyone
How I only did you wrong
I guess you never knew me at all
But I think we just want different things
Whatever made you think we were meant to be?
Still I see you standing there waiting around for me to fall,
you must be crazy, still believing you and me belong
I guess you never knew me at all
yay for this lifeeee
I'm going to see Owl City and Lights on April 29th with Erin, Karol, and Ali. I'm so excited. Karol's mom is going to order the tickets this weekend I think (:
We get to go to Florida soonish. I can't wait. We've been talking about it in band a lot so it seems a lot closer now. I'm just afraid about seating arrangements on the bus. I have a few people that I want to sit by but I don't want anyone to get mad at me if I don't sit with them :S I hate when people get mad about stupid stuff like that. Whoo.
I am also super excited about Friday
1. I don't have to work
2. We have our first pep game :D
3. I'm going bowling with Travis, Jon, and David
It's gonna be a great time.
"I'm looking at you looking at me, what can I do but say sorry
It's a little late but you know I just want you to be happy.
What I got to say to make you let me get away with it this time.
I know you're upset and that you're happy just to sit and hate me,
But I'll make a bet that you'll be better to forget about me." -Lights
We get to go to Florida soonish. I can't wait. We've been talking about it in band a lot so it seems a lot closer now. I'm just afraid about seating arrangements on the bus. I have a few people that I want to sit by but I don't want anyone to get mad at me if I don't sit with them :S I hate when people get mad about stupid stuff like that. Whoo.
I am also super excited about Friday
1. I don't have to work
2. We have our first pep game :D
3. I'm going bowling with Travis, Jon, and David
It's gonna be a great time.
"I'm looking at you looking at me, what can I do but say sorry
It's a little late but you know I just want you to be happy.
What I got to say to make you let me get away with it this time.
I know you're upset and that you're happy just to sit and hate me,
But I'll make a bet that you'll be better to forget about me." -Lights
6:33pm
You know that feeling you get in your stomach that makes it drop in a good way, that makes everything perfect. I love getting that feeling when listening to a really great song I haven't listened to in a while. It's like seeing an old friend after a lot of time away. It's great...
lying
when I lie it all goes downhill.
Don't lie.
I hate lying.
I don't lie.
But when I do which is like once a month
It always turns out bad.
The truth is so much easier.
Don't lie.
I hate lying.
I don't lie.
But when I do which is like once a month
It always turns out bad.
The truth is so much easier.
9:50
Dear itunes,
You are stupid. You keep freezing and it is upsetting me. Please just stop being difficult. I would love for my new apps to download, that would be great! When I go to the app store menu you freeze every time and and it's getting old.
Sincerely, Sadie Tubbs
You are stupid. You keep freezing and it is upsetting me. Please just stop being difficult. I would love for my new apps to download, that would be great! When I go to the app store menu you freeze every time and and it's getting old.
Sincerely, Sadie Tubbs
an extra prescription of happy pills please
"happy pills...
I hope this lasts.
Right now I am great,
For no reason.
And I'm happy, all the time.
It's a continuous good mood.
I'm loving it.
I just hope it lasts.
Because they usually don't."
I wrote this in September.
and it didn't last.
I'm not depressed.
I'm not even sad.
I'm just kinda emotionless.
It's boring.
Everything is blah right now.
I want to change it but I don't know how.
I've been getting annoyed with people very easily lately,
and I don't like it because I say mean things that I don't mean.
I really, really hate being mean.
Sometimes though, I get lost.
I forget the in between of being pushed around and not being pushed around,
so I accidentally say mean things to people.
I hate being blah, because it just puts me in a negative mood.
I hope I get extra happy soon....
I hope this lasts.
Right now I am great,
For no reason.
And I'm happy, all the time.
It's a continuous good mood.
I'm loving it.
I just hope it lasts.
Because they usually don't."
I wrote this in September.
and it didn't last.
I'm not depressed.
I'm not even sad.
I'm just kinda emotionless.
It's boring.
Everything is blah right now.
I want to change it but I don't know how.
I've been getting annoyed with people very easily lately,
and I don't like it because I say mean things that I don't mean.
I really, really hate being mean.
Sometimes though, I get lost.
I forget the in between of being pushed around and not being pushed around,
so I accidentally say mean things to people.
I hate being blah, because it just puts me in a negative mood.
I hope I get extra happy soon....
sorry for the randomness
I went Christmas shopping on Saturday I got almost everything done (: yay. and then I went to Ashley's party which was fun but I was the only senior which was kind of weird and i didn't know the girls that well. oh well whatever it was fun and i got this lip gloss that smells amazing...
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