HAPPYBiRTHDAYTOME

dude! it's my birthday (: I wore an amazing outfit. maybe I will put a picture up hehe ..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i hate homework. i hate exams.

i just want to hang out all day :S

okaythanksbye

to all my friends that are at a college and also random college kids I don't know

I know that college is new and stressful and fun and exciting and scary and fattening and awesome and hard and easy and freeing and strangling. Just thought I would let you know, I completely understand

I'm taking you with me

And so I'm trying
To hold it all together and
Make it through the day
When I'm just dyin'
To drop it all and take your hand
So we can run away
from all the miles and the hours
That seem to endlessly devour
The time that I could be with you

Love.

I love God.

I love my friends.

I love Jon.

I love shopping.

I love music.

I love texting.

I love band.

I love books.

I love being happy.

I love driving.

I love living in town.

I love my cats.

I love my family.

I love sleeping outside in the summer.

I love writing.

I love cool weather.

I love rain.

I love smiling.

I love art.

I love kids.

I love GNC.

I love jumping on my trampoline.

I love borrowing Heidi's clothes.

I love postsecret.

I love fresh fruit.

I love converse.

I love sleeping in.

I love being loud.

I love not caring what anyone thinks about me.

I love snow.

I love my broken (:[) camera.

I love watching lightening storms on the lake.

I love singing.

I love making playlists.

I love getting new things.

I love the color yellow.

I love buying a new cd.

I love being able to relate to someone.

I love staying up late at night.

I love my ipod.

I love my name.

I love living in the moment.



I love love.

Sam

there's this guy working with my dad on his campaign. he is from Holland, and not Michigan, the country. i don't know where I'm going with this i just wanted to tell someone.

he talks funny (:

you had me at hello

I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
'Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you ...

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ...

Hello, is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying ... I love you

smilesparkleshine

I hate it here. I'm on an island with nothing but old people. There's nothing to do. Nothing at all except sleep and read and swim. It's so boring. I want my phone back now. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

7:13pm

I went to Disney World this week. It was one of the greatest weeks of my life. I was there with all of my friends and I had a fantastic time. It makes me really sad thinking about how it's over and I'll never get to do the same thing again. I feel my future plunging toward me and it is scaring the crap out of me. I just want to freeze time or maybe ever reverse it to a few days ago. I miss it so much already. I want it back so badly that it hurts.

My mother took my phone she says it's because I was disrespectful and I have an attitude problem but really I think it's because she wants me to "be here with them" :|
I can't stand her. I miss my dad I want him here but he won't be here until midnight tomorrow. I'm fighting the feeling of hating her. I really am.

Jon made this week great. He makes me happy. He makes me happy and I was with him in this wonderful place with all of my friends and it was amazing. I really miss him. A lot.

Being in Florida makes me realize how much I really love Michigan. It's cold and it has different trees and grass and flowers and PEOPLE. I love Michigan. I miss it so much.

8:40pm

I could have been easier on you
I could have been all you held on to
I know I wasn't fair
I tried my best to care about you

I know I could have been better
I always had to have the upper hand
I'm struggling to see
The better side of me but I can't
take all your jabs and taunts,
you're pointing out my every fault
and you wonder why I walked away?

When you tell me I'm a wreck
You say that I'm a mess
How could you expect anything less?
You latched onto me
Then cried I strung you along

And now you're telling everyone
How I only did you wrong

I guess you never knew me at all

But I think we just want different things
Whatever made you think we were meant to be?
Still I see you standing there waiting around for me to fall,
you must be crazy, still believing you and me belong

I guess you never knew me at all

I should be lost without you

I envy you for not knowing what I wanted to say.

yay for this lifeeee

I'm going to see Owl City and Lights on April 29th with Erin, Karol, and Ali. I'm so excited. Karol's mom is going to order the tickets this weekend I think (:

We get to go to Florida soonish. I can't wait. We've been talking about it in band a lot so it seems a lot closer now. I'm just afraid about seating arrangements on the bus. I have a few people that I want to sit by but I don't want anyone to get mad at me if I don't sit with them :S I hate when people get mad about stupid stuff like that. Whoo.

I am also super excited about Friday
1. I don't have to work
2. We have our first pep game :D
3. I'm going bowling with Travis, Jon, and David

It's gonna be a great time.

"I'm looking at you looking at me, what can I do but say sorry
It's a little late but you know I just want you to be happy.
What I got to say to make you let me get away with it this time.
I know you're upset and that you're happy just to sit and hate me,
But I'll make a bet that you'll be better to forget about me." -Lights

bahaha

7:40pm

you'll thank me someday.