the life and times of room 2oh9

roommate: one time I put a tiny bit of alcohol in my coffee...... i just wanted to try it...... i couldn't taste it......... it was exciting....
 
true story.

To a select few of my favorite people

I want you to know that I love each and every one of you, none in the same way. I miss you all at different times, and the memories that I share with you I hope to keep forever. You are special to not only me, but other people that I might not even know. I would never take back our friendship. You have made me who I am today and I couldn't be more greatful.

If you live to be one hundred, I hope to live to be one hundred minus a day, so I never have to live without you.

Welcome the room without bras, may I take your order.

Today was a good day. Sister + Ma + shopping= AWESOME

Me:"Are you mentally retarted, I ask myself that every day"

Me:"If you have to ask what Swag is, you don't know what it is"

Hot Topic Dude: "Wow, aren't you super hipster?"
Hannah: "YES!"
Me (at the same time): "NO, we don't do that!"
Hot Topic Dude: "What do you have against hipsters and Indies!?"
Me: "Hipsters and Indies are completely different"
Hot Topic Dude: "Yeah, you're right, hipsters try to hard."

Me: "Knock knock, who's there? Someone wearing sunglasses indoors. Someone wearing sunglasses indoors who? Looks stupid."

Hannah: "You can try to burn me down like I'm made of gas, like I'm made of... LIGHTER FLUID."




And now the good day has ended because my sister is a selfish bitch.

i just miss you all the time.

Darkness is a harsh term don't you think?

So I'm working on a sort of prject you could call it and I need your help. Yes I'm talking to you. Give me three or four good words you would use to describe me. Boring words like nice, mean, pretty, boring, ect. will not be accepted. Please do this for me! If you are having trouble just think of how you would describe me to someone I've never met. Thanks a bunch!

your smile is your best accessory

House sitting is a weird thing. I'm house sitting for friends of the family and it's weird being in someone else's house. It's all good though cause it's kind of nice being away from my house with no parents feels like college ahhh.

Hannah and I are watching one of my favorite shows, That 70's Show, it is hilarious and we crack up every time we watch.

I got my hair highlighted today and I loveee it. My mother said, "uhh I liked it better darker...". I'm like wow thanks Mom.

My softball team won a playoff game tonight and now we have the championship game Thursday! I'm so excited I hope we win we beat the team with the number one spot so hopefully that means we will win.

On a completely different note, I hate people, people suck, if you haven't talked to me in two weeks or did something to piss me off, go screw yourself.

this

my new glasses came in, they make me super happy and I love them, just thought I should let everyone know.

also, is it pathetic that I have never really been to Canada, I've driven through, but I haven't really stayed there. I kinda want to go just for the heck of it, I think I might tomorrow (:

HARRY POTTER IN A DAY!
Oh Sandusky, I love the drama that you come with. This summer has made me so happy that I came home, because I never get to have people being this dramatic and mean at school. I wish that I could pack up all of the villagers of Sandusky into a big old bag and bring them and their theatrics back to school with me.

None of this is sarcasm. At all. I'm not kidding. Really.

Okay. Maybe I am.
people are who they are regardless of what you think.

I cannot wait

to see my friends from college. everyone here is so immature. actually I just want to be back at school in general, it's so much more peaceful there.

you know those moments that are always shown in movies,

that every teenager is supposed to have?

I feel like I have a ton of great memories like that.

I feel very reminiscent right now so I will tell one of them, maybe I should right a book full of the short stories of my high school years haha.

Last summer my dad ran for state representative and almost every weekend my friends and I would walk in parades with my dad and hand out "reading material" as they called it. So one very hot day in the middle of July we were all on the way to a parade, all of my friends were riding in the car with me driving. We were listening to my ipod with all of the windows rolled down and an upbeat song came on. We proceeded to make up motions to the chorus and we each had our own air instruments that we were playing. Now here is the memory I have; picture seven teenagers in car, all the windows rolled down, belting out a song at the top of their lungs, while each playing their perspective air instruments. I miss moments like this.

more to follow?

tonight,

I was having a short conversation with my friend about people's thoughts on gay/lesbian people. He was telling me about how his parents think it's a sin and that it's a choice, but he believes that isn't true. I have never judged any of my gay friends, but I never really knew where I stood on my beliefs about homosexuality. I wasn't sure whether it is a sin, or a choice or whatever there is to think about, but our conversation today made me realize something. He said that it isn't her right to judge him, and if it's anyone's it's God's. That is when I realized that I don't need to decide how I feel about it, because it isn't my place to. I have never told anyone it is wrong to be gay and it isn't my place to, honestly, I have never really viewed my gay friends differently. My friends are my friends, and I don't really care who they date haha. That's about it for tonight..

Hello Hello Hello,

Meet me halfway? Right on the borderline is where I'm going to wait for you.


Alrighty, I'm tired of working already, I've been working about four days a week at night, also, I have been babysitting three times a week, but money is money I guess.

I talked to Jon for a while on Monday and I guess we are going to try to start talking again, we'll see it goes.

So, I am a person who literally cannot hold a grudge for very long, and most people say that it is a huge strength of mine, but sometimes I'm not so sure, I think it may also be a weakness. I feel like the fact that I let everyone off easily makes them think that they can do something terrible to me and get away with it. I hate that. I don't want people to not care whether they hurt me or not just because I won't be mad for very long and some people who I let off the hook easily don't deserve it, they don't deserve to be in my life yet I let them right back in. I don't know this is just one thing I have been thinking about lately.

Another thing I have been thinking about a lotish this week; the line between honesty, kindness, and being pushed around. This is super hard for me to define. Because so many people in my life have been dishonest I think I have taken it upon myself to be the most honest person everyone knows, which becomes hard at times, not because I want to lie, but because I think I am too honest. When I am too honest it is hard for me to see the line between being honest and unkind. Then with kindness, I feel like a lot of people are fake with the way they are nice to other and it is hard for me to be like that because I don't want to be fake. I don't know what to do at this point, I'm just trying really hard to just be as honest as I need to be and be super nice to everyone.

These are the complexes of my life as of now haha I hope you enjoyed, if you have any advice let me know.